(CNN) — Rep. Jamie Raskin said that becoming the lead House impeachment manager in former President Donald Trump’s second impeachment trial last year served as a “lifeline” in the aftermath of his son’s death and the January 6 insurrection at the US Capitol.
“I was completely shocked when Speaker (Nancy) Pelosi asked me to do it, because I was really a wreck. I mean, I wasn’t sleeping. I wasn’t eating. Everybody was telling me I was, you know, losing all of this weight. I looked gaunt, and so on. And the speaker called me and said, ‘I’d like you to be on the team of impeachment managers.’ And I said, of course I will. Of course I will do that,” the Maryland Democrat told David Axelrod on “The Axe Files” podcast.READ MORE: Man, 61, Charged In Windsor Mill Shooting
“And then she said, ‘And I’d like you to be the lead impeachment manager,’ and I also agreed to that immediately, but I realized soon thereafter, she had thrown me a lifeline, because I wasn’t sure if I could ever do anything again. I mean, when the day we lost Tommy, I was essentially catatonic, sitting in a chair, just repeating over and over again, ‘I’ve lost my son. I’ve lost my boy. My life is over.’ For hours. So she threw me a lifeline because she said, ‘We need you.’ ”
Raskin had announced the death by suicide of his 25-year-old son, Tommy, on New Year’s Eve 2020, just days before Trump supporters violently attacked the Capitol in an effort to stop the certification of Joe Biden’s rightful win. Raskin — who reflects on the twin tragedies in his new book, “Unthinkable: Trauma, Truth, and the Trials of American Democracy” — told CNN’s Don Lemon on Tuesday that he had been “drowning in agony and grief” at the time.
Lawmakers and aides who worked closely with Raskin during the impeachment trial told CNN that his son’s memory had provided a kind of fuel for the congressman to keep going through hours-long prep sessions, votes and floor debates.READ MORE: Second Victim In Northeast Baltimore Shopping Center Shooting Dies, Police Say
Raskin’s daughter Tabitha and his son-in-law Hank were also at the Capitol that day to support him, but they became separated as the insurrection unfolded, the lawmaker also said.
“I was terrified to be separated from them. I established that they were back in (House Majority Leader) Steny Hoyer’s little Capitol Hill office,” he told Axelrod, adding that the experience was scary for his family. “But they barricaded themselves in. They pushed the furniture up against the door, and they hid under the desk.”
Now a member of the House select panel investigating the attack on the Capitol, Raskin said in the “Axe Files” podcast, “I hope that our committee is able to tell a painstaking story of how we got to this dark moment in American history, and we are able to record in granular detail exactly who did what.”
“We’ve got to respond like democracy-loving Americans who want to make this work,” he said. “Because this is our government, this is our country, and our parents and our grandparents and prior generations have fought too hard to throw it all away for Donald Trump and Steve Bannon and Mark Meadows and Dinesh D’Souza and all of the pardoned political criminals like Roger Stone. We’ve got to put that chapter of American history behind us definitively.”MORE NEWS: Maryland Weather: Cold Front On The Way
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